Insomnia

I have had the worst trouble sleeping for this whole trip.... It's like all freakin' day I'm sleepy and bored, then at night... this monster comes lurking into my brain and keeps me up all friggin' night. There are just too many things weighing on my mind:

• i miss Willis
• my neck hurts
• i miss my grandpa
• it's late
• WHAT WAS THAT NOISE
• i don't get to see anyone while i'm here
• why does my neck hurt
• I'm weird
• why can't i sleep
• my aunt hates me now
• little girls are brats
• Hey, i get to see Willis soon
• ow, my neck
• i'm fat
• just kidding
• maybe

Willis.

I've been in California for about a week now....
This is the longest time I've been away from him.
I guess you really realize how dependent you are of someone once their gone.
And I've really realized how very much I love him, because I've never missed someone this much, when they were only going to be gone for two weeks.
I cried when he left me that night, it felt like he was leaving forever...
Two weeks has felt like 2 months. It's only been one week...
One more week to go, and I'll be with him.