This blog is just like a diary, because i know that no one will read it.
I've been torn apart again. By a boy i thought would change my life. My life will never change. No matter how much i try, ill always be lied to, never loved. Only used for what i can give.
Its obvious that im not pretty enough or skinny enough. Im crash dieting again. Dont get mad at me, its his fault. If only i was skinny. Im aiming for 100 flat. Maybe less. Thats only ten pounds away, no biggie. (no more food) i can do this.
I hate that i love him sometimes. Im week, i give in. Im stupid, destructive, careless, whatever.
3 comments:
Sweety, you're perfect just the way you are. I know that line is said redundantly, and it seems to unbelievable, but it's true. I know you want to hurt yourself, if you can't have him. But he's already hurting you, do yourself an enormous favor, and take care of yourself. Somebody needs to... If a boy needs you to lose weight to be with you A. He doesn't love the real you (he's stuck on your potential). B. He's only into your looks. You ARE gorgeous inside and out, and you deserve someone who is the same. <3
Thank you <3
You really don't want to weigh just 100 pounds. You're adorable.
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